Sorry But Im Not Able To Hold Back Things (Alex)

This post is mainly for Alex to read, i'm sorry for being the way I used to be but I'm telling you when I feel like I should say something then I say it no matter what. I know I say stupid ass shit that I shouldn't say but.... idk I feel stupid and your gonna hate me for saying this but i have to....


I love you, i always have... you made me laugh, cry, smile, blush infront of everyone, you was there when i needed you...

Even if you dont love me its not gonna change how i feel

i love one other person thats Carlos he is gonna hate me too for saying that ohh well

Alex i love and loved you more than anyone or anything.... i hope you dont read this today or ever for that matter im scared of whats gonna happen if you do i hope no one reads this really but i felt like i should post it..... i post lots of my real feelings on here but i refuse to ever talk about them lol

im just a weird person oh well